Well, I was born here in Reading then moved down to Florida after my mom died of cancer and my dad got so depressed he started drinkin non-stop for 3 years. When I moved down there I was kinda anti social and didn't like meetin new people so I dropped out in 9th grade. I started doin acid and ex around the age of 16 then stopped all that shit cuz it was fuckin my head up. So later on down the line when I got my head together I started doin land surveying which paid very very good and get this, I needed A high school diploma for it but I caught on so quick that I didnt need it. I have a daughter but I only seen her 4 times and shes 4 now, I can tell you about that later, its a long story. Then I met my ex, which I though was the one and everything was goin good, then slowly but surely everything went to shit. She left me, I lost my job cuz of the economy, I had no car, became really depressed n became a pill poppin drunk n almost killed myself a couple times. Finally I grew the balls to move up here and start over. I'm livin wit my aunt and I got no job and nobody to hang out with n still no car. Hey I guess its better than bein dead... So hit me up if you wanna know anything else on here or myspace. Myspace.com/polishgiz

I am relaxed, funny, and ok i guess

Strugglin at the moment and waitin for the economy to get back so I can get my job back

I like gangsta flicks and comedies. I listen to alot of old school rap. I love music, I pay very close attention to the words Like when Eminem sings "Walk in my shoes jus 2 c, what its like me 2 be me, I'll be u, lets trade shoes just 2 c what it would be like 2 feel your pain, u feel mine, go inside eachothers minds jus 2 c what we find, look at shit through eachothers eyez" or like 2pacs shit "This ain't the life for me, I wanna change But ain't no future right for me, I'm stuck in the game I'm trapped inside a maze See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin babies so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady Don't trust my lady, cause she's a product of this poison I'm hearin noises, think she fuckin all my boys, can't take no more I'm fallin to the floor; beggin for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door -- shed so many tears" or Biggie "When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies God will probably have me on some real strict shit No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice All my life I been considered as the worst Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit And squeeze, until the bed's, completely red I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuckin' buddah head The stress is buildin' up, I can't, I can't believe suicide's on my fuckin' mind I want to leave, I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin' callin' me Naw you wouldn't understand I'm sick of niggas lyin', I'm sick of bitches hawkin', matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'"

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What couldve been